Well, I'm off to try to see if my heart is in the right place. I'll be gone for awhile and details are to be off limits for now. I've never done this before— to act on what I truly feel is the right thing. It's really scary. It's really a crazy step for me to take, considering where my life is now, but sometimes if you wanna get the things you want in life, you have to sacrifice other aspects to see if your priority is in the right place.
It's been an incredible journey thus far. Sometimes things felt like they were from a magical fairyland— but looking back, I wonder about its validity.
I know people will make mistakes. Boy, do I know about how people are imperfect. I have to accept that everything in this world will change and therefore even people are impermanent. If things were permanent, there would be no growth, there would be no love, and there would be no reason for any of us to live.
I hope that my mind is open enough to face the truth. I hope it is forgiving enough to face the brutal facts.
If some of you believe in destiny— and that if destiny will work everything out in the end. Well, I believe destiny has put me here to do exactly what I'm doing. Destiny made my fate my own doing. Maybe all of life has already been laid out nicely and there's no reason to force a change— well, I choose to believe that my life was laid out to go against the currents.
I'm scared and I do feel alone, but I know that even that feeling is impermanent, and with a little bit of peace and understanding, maybe it will be the best thing I've ever done in my life.
Stay tuned,
Pete
Heck yes sir, and you know we support you every step, no matter where you are, no matter how you are, you are a hommie and you know that
ReplyDeletebest of luck sir, like you taught me sometimes you have to just let the current take you somewhere and stop trying to resist it at every step
- Alberto