Yeah, a conflict.

Dear heartache,

When will you stop with the intermittent signals? It may be worse than when you were a constant pain because I hate being surprised during the day while having ice cream with my friends, woken up in the morning by your subconscious thoughts, and interrupted during nice thoughts and sunshine.

Sincerely,
Pete


Also, I know it gets better with time (and it already has to a certain point) but there are some parts of me who see how older people talk about their past relationship like it didn't mean the world to them because time has already done its wonders. Maybe I'm not refusing to let go because of denial but because letting time do everything will make me forget about the whole thing. I know I will forget— the memories were too good— which is why I'm afraid of letting go— I would miss them.


(If you have already watched Super 8, I want to tell you that the last scene with the locket is way too close to home. How did J.J. Abrams freakin' know about that!!??)


On a side note, drove home pretty late tonight. A truck was in front of me on the freeway swerving into my lane. I backed off because he looked like he was intoxicated. Sure enough after five minutes, I saw the guy crashed a few hundred feet in front of me with my own eyes. That was scary.


Sincerely again,
Pete